tRiuMpH hArdLy wiNs ovEr aGoNy aNd aNxiEty
okay, i am in pain. pain, i tell you--PAIN!!! ahem. the type of pain that suddenly comes from out of nowhere and forces you to go into fetal position, plus whimpering for effect. what is this pain?
the pain of the tummy. (cue wicked laugh here.)
agh.
<<-->>
as usual, i was almost late for english class today. muntik pa nga akong pumuntang bell cuz that's what i told the driver (berch, girl, berch!!!) and then, when i got there... walang tao!!! sheee-eeeet!!!
im scared... hehehe. may pasok ba o wala??? what's happening to this world, man??? whaaaaaaaattttt??? did i just make my first cut in both english and literature for no acceptable reason at all, just the fact that my classmates weren't there??? maybe they are in this school. they're just in a different place. eeep. and then, kanina, mga 7:30-ish, evert, the belgian dude, and my classmate in lit, came to the ilab. wow. medyo worried pa cuz lit's not until 8:30. it's 8:45 and he's not here anymore!!!! aaaaaaaacccccccchhhh!!! nonoy's still here though and that kind of lessens the anxiety a little. but then again, he's not the "always-present" type. oh, lord, i cut my B and C+ class. fuck, fuck, fuck!!!
what about my research thingies? damn it. damn it. damn it.
i wonder when i can get those thingies? i wonder what they did in lit? shit, im so paranoid.
and so now im seeking advice from guru joe regarding this problem of mine...
me: "do we have classes today?"
guru joe: " could very well be."
me (panicking): "did i just cut my english and lit classes?"
guru joe: "of course."
me (ohmygod mode): is this going to gravely affect my grades?"
guru joe: "in your dreams."
whoooo.
jeesh, im scared. ah, sasha, breathe, damn it... im scared na when i look into the classroom mamaya, im going to see: "m02 please proceed to so on and so forth for the class." shit. did i just have to open the door? why didn't i go inside and look at the blackboard, for crying out loud?!?!
i have a group report later. and i finally finished my cradle to grave thingy. im doing chocolate bars na.
this is just morning. is it gonna be one of those days???
i cut, right?
the pain of the tummy. (cue wicked laugh here.)
agh.
<<-->>
as usual, i was almost late for english class today. muntik pa nga akong pumuntang bell cuz that's what i told the driver (berch, girl, berch!!!) and then, when i got there... walang tao!!! sheee-eeeet!!!
im scared... hehehe. may pasok ba o wala??? what's happening to this world, man??? whaaaaaaaattttt??? did i just make my first cut in both english and literature for no acceptable reason at all, just the fact that my classmates weren't there??? maybe they are in this school. they're just in a different place. eeep. and then, kanina, mga 7:30-ish, evert, the belgian dude, and my classmate in lit, came to the ilab. wow. medyo worried pa cuz lit's not until 8:30. it's 8:45 and he's not here anymore!!!! aaaaaaaacccccccchhhh!!! nonoy's still here though and that kind of lessens the anxiety a little. but then again, he's not the "always-present" type. oh, lord, i cut my B and C+ class. fuck, fuck, fuck!!!
what about my research thingies? damn it. damn it. damn it.
i wonder when i can get those thingies? i wonder what they did in lit? shit, im so paranoid.
and so now im seeking advice from guru joe regarding this problem of mine...
me: "do we have classes today?"
guru joe: " could very well be."
me (panicking): "did i just cut my english and lit classes?"
guru joe: "of course."
me (ohmygod mode): is this going to gravely affect my grades?"
guru joe: "in your dreams."
whoooo.
jeesh, im scared. ah, sasha, breathe, damn it... im scared na when i look into the classroom mamaya, im going to see: "m02 please proceed to so on and so forth for the class." shit. did i just have to open the door? why didn't i go inside and look at the blackboard, for crying out loud?!?!
i have a group report later. and i finally finished my cradle to grave thingy. im doing chocolate bars na.
this is just morning. is it gonna be one of those days???
i cut, right?
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8:23:00 AM
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