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yes, please. i now realize the extent of my stupidity: not studying for a math long test. im sure i won't fail it but im doubly sure that i won't get a score as high as before... im pissed. pissed at myself, pissed at math, pissed at myself for being pissed at math. damn it.

sasha, it's just math. yeah, yeah, yeah. it's always "just" something, ain't it? it's my fault. i know it is. there's no one else to blame but li'l ol' me, dilly-dallying when i should have been studying for math. damn it. i know i could have aced it easily but now... well. well.

enough.

grade-conscious, obssessive-compulsive. whatever. life sucks and i made it that way.

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i saw zoe's pics last night. they were posted on saab's blog... sHe's a terRifiC arTiSt. i am humbled. well, she's an artist. terrific, wonderful, unbelievably remarkable artist.

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oOosh, i just remembered: during gab's game... he had this teammate... adorable tall guy. he actually smiled during the game, unlike gab who suddenly turns into a dragon. or a bulldog. the guy's name is miguel and he'sh tall and chinito in a non-goofy way. he looks nice pa. nats confirmed it. --why does nats get to hang out with the guys i kinda like?? lord? well??-- they're seatmates in botany. yippee. i saw this dude before the game actually. he was in the ilab and i looked up, saw he was cute and kinda had a resemblance to timothy... and then when we were at the courts na, he just passed by and my head turned to follow him.

damn it, he'sh hotch.

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i have to do my three english papers today... shit, ayoko na ilista.

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i hope something happens. something good. something that could make me smile.