Thursday, January 19, 2006

cAreLeSs


curious. in my math class, there are people na i haven't ever talked to. im also quite sure that if i ever pass by one of 'em in the halls, well... dedmah. hm. in fil. well. that sucks. hate fil. it's so. brr.

arnis. funny. it's hard to not grow a bond between people who've hit their heads in front of each other. i only know... four people's names. ina. charz. al. mike. i think. agh. i know them naman. haha. i don't even know my sushi master chef's name.

im giddy. weird. made an ass out of myself in arnis, in front of a very familiar guy. huh. huh. huh. arnis varsity. (hate you, you stick-weilding people.) don't know if ive seen him some place else or whether dun ko lang talaga siya nakikita or... kung, well... hai. baka siya yung high school arnis guy. ewan.

math midterms tomorrow and i. haven't. studied. shit. wahooooo. a paper to pass tomorrow. naku. my writing has been soooo elementary lately. wah. let's all go to fucking management.

i keep tasting orange jell-o in my tongue, the kind tita bobyn and tita baba liked to make. there's also that scent in the air. it's fleeting. i can't give form to it. but it's there. i just don't know.

i'll just call this all happy hormones.

issue, issue: will i run for block rep? haha. pathetic. no one to run against. i don't want to. it's not like high school na may add'l grade, hehe. it's responsibility and one of the greatest reasons why i looove college because im not miss responsible here. people actually think im pretty stupid!

marvelous.

eniwei, i don't think i'll run. tomorrow's the deadline. bea's gonna kill me. haha. small price to pay for freeeeedom.

[huh?]

my math midterms are from 6 to 8. good news: more time to cram, er, study. bad news, won't be able to go "surprise" riza for her bday. [buti na lang wala akong dormmates who read this...] i think not going with them is a good thing. i realized this kanina, lunchtime. i actually felt guilty kasi i spent money on my lunch. shit. what's happening to me.

it's so great to be poor.

yes, i am being sarcastic.

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