yOu cAn jUst suRreNdEr nOw

yes, i was wearing my carlito shirt... so no one mess with me!!! rawr!!! haha... :D

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we just got whacked senseless at the stone reporting thingie. i didn't report. isel did. but still, we were stiiill battered. wheee. strangely, i feel different-er (snigger) this time. my first thought was that she really hates me. pero i think that arnis stick whacking my head and that agonizing migraine afterwards cleared my foggy (and delusional) mind. parang, "stooopehd. ano ba?!" haha. i kind of liked the way she bludgeoned our report. kasi... ewan. sheeht, im maturing. hahahahaha.

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notes on "archaic torso of apollo" which was reported by the power couple and hitler and the Master. basta. anyhooos, when miss lin explained it, i thought, "shit, ang labo ni Rilke. genius!" haha, it's like, nung una, isip ko grabe naman yung pag-represent niya dun sa torso and the head. ang labo, etchus. tas naisip ko, "shoot, didn't think of that before." tas, it was like a lightbulb sa tabi ng head ko that went ting!

*that* is what poets do. give an artistic voice to something that people have never thought of that way before. i realize that i do not make sense and that this is a reflection of my standing in my m02 class but fuck off, baby! ehehehe. sheeht, asteeg ampu!

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pics today, dun sa walkway in front of the botany lab. horsing around with peeepz.

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you know that headache yesterday? hm. i slept early. escapism, snort. and it came back with a vengeance kani-kanina lang while gino and dani got it on with fever. i can't even describe the pain. i wanted to evaporate.

so i got a "get-out-of-hitler's-play-practice" card and went back to the dorm, ready to sleep again.

but i saw that no one was using the phone and so i called my mom and we talked crazy, as always. hai. wala na akong migraine. hehe. wisps of it na lang. "thin, shadowy things," to use a line from our play. it's there, lurking. but in the meantime, i surf like crazy and drool over pics of kiera knightley.

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everyone around me is going crazy and i am yet to feel the pressure. haha, baliw. any minute now, i shall explode.

but the stress is manifesting in other ways naman. my tummy is going nuts but maybe i can attribute that to the feasts i had last saturday. (i agree with steph: i dream about cara's cheese dip.) and then, of course, there is the migraine. and maybe the fact that when i think about the end of the sem and a blank picture pops into my head ain't good news either. hm.

fushigi yuugi at six. (geek!:p) tas jeopardy at 9:30. tas bones at 10. tas lost season premiere at 10-12. yeeeey.

i will never get around to doing my papers and reports and shiznats.

waaaah.