cRyiNg. toRreNts. eDdiE. miGs. hiM.

im crying right now. u know: tears. yep. i cry. the reason this time? well... eddie guerrero's dead. heart failure daw. (my mom told me na because he worked out so much, his heart swelled and the veins shrank.) so. he's dead. gone forever. so now, im watching this mtv. tribute video. "here without you" by three doors down.

oh my god, he's soooo dead!!!

sob. sob. sob.

it's saaad.

tama na. stop it. people don't understand you naman eh so ano pa ung point?

i won't answer that.


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wala si gabie tapos natutulog si geny. (dormmates.) nakaconnect ata si geny pero tulog siya. bahala siya: tinanggal ko na yung connection nya. hehe. nagmamdali ako. toreeh ha?


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dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb... that's me. i finally get to talk to that pakin migs and what do i say? "ay, basa." whaaaaaaaaat?

he said sorry naman. hai. weak knees... aherm. nasagi niya kasi ako. eh he was talking to charz. eh kasama ko si charz at si al. i was perfectly happy to let it all pass... i heard charz saying, "yuck, basa." when he gave the guy a man-hug. hmm. the guy took a step back and my arm brushed his sweaty arm and i said the magic words.

poke a needle in my eye.

tas i babbled pa nga. something about charz being selfish, about my es handouts, blah blah. agh. ihanap niyo naman ako ng pader, ipupukpok ko lang ung ulo ko.


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what happened today at school? wala. sa math, there's this dude na pag lumilingon ako eh he meets my eye. grah. cute ko kasi. sa fil naman, we watched this swedish movie. buti naman. prof. baldy made us read these 2 filipino articles. natulugan ko kanina. take note, kumakain ako ng lunch ng mga panahong yun.

enwes.

what do i say???

ah, eto:

im awkward, im deluding myself, especially when it comes to you. oo, ikaw. gago ka. eh kung igapos kaya kita sa poste para makausap naman kita ng matino? hmm. at least, u don't hear the butterflies cavorting in my stomach whenever im near you. ewan ko sa'yo. you're supposed to be sensitive. im supposed to be that childish airhead. well, at that one, quits tayo.

yuckers, ende ito si migs. wala yun. distraction.

ano paaaaaa?

ah, eto. submission sa heights. ewan. kabanas. rowr. eat me.

speaking of which, im hungry. wala na kong pera, kelangan ko pa bumili ng sushi master outfit. nawawala ballpen ko.

oh, i just remembered. here are some of the reasons why the harry potter movie bothered me so much:

> daniel radcliffe in a tub, his only shroud, his egg and foam. ineffective.

> stanislav ianevski in that "circus shirt"--c/o nikay. oh, and that glance, that smirk.

> robert pattinson. yun. ah. he looks like one of those movie stars in the olden days, hehe. think black and white. tuxedo. or pwede ring, "bond, james bond."

haiiii.

tama na. you're overflowing. release it.