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someone fell. i heard the thud. felt it. i think someone jumped off the rizal library's roof and landed mere meters away from me. heard a tiny scream, a sound a siren might make if it's running low on batteries.

whooo. lalim, shiyet.


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i can't do a romeo and juliet thingie. that means that the post i promised you guys won't be published. no, im lying, hindi ko talaga gagawin. natatawa lang ako cuz there are a looooooot of people who fucking hate it.

[girl... i realize how... er, different the two of us are. i won't say how here. words hurt. i should know.]

wala na.

besides, ive been gushing all day about how hot mercutio is. used a line from john irving's a widow for one year: wet panties sliding to the floor. or something like that. (used it in my bloggie acoupla times na.) bad idea to say that to my english blocks. especially to isel. gawd, girl, ive been with people like you in high school. unbelievable i'd stumble upon one of you again. like i said to fidelis, "isel refuses to believe that sex exists."

wah.

siguro asar na rin yung mga blockmates, not only sa english, ko sa'kin. mercutio this, mercutio that. 'sencia. hormonal.


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here are some kowtable kowts from danny reyes, who, along with danton remoto, gave us a talk during english...

"it's in the vulnerability, the failing, that magnificence shows itself."

"the poetic experience is an enigma."

"without the gift of poetry, what you see is only the thing itself."

and from danton (i kinda paraphrased a widdle):

"you get a boyfriend, and you get rich." -- referring to using experiences such as relationships and heartaches in poetry; said poetry will win you prizes.


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i [might] be competing with danton remoto and fidelis sa neil gaiman thingie. along with hundreds of other aspiring writers, established writers and better writers. competition. snort. they'll pulp-ize me.

yan ang gusto ko sa'yo, shang, eh -- lakas ng fighting spirit mo.


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someone commented on my "secret site!" waaaah! may fans na akoooooo!!! haha, closet poemist. gagu.

thanks, whoever you arrrre!


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ang dameeeeeeh kong gagawin. plano ko sana, dito sa rsf ko gagawin. well, nagawa ko ba? hindi! dalawang oras na ko dito eh wala pang dent sa trabaho ko.

teka. fil paper. another fil paper. english essay. english powerpoint. botany quiz. arnis written exam. ngayong linggo lang 'yan. excluding, of course, the bullshit that is most of my...

ay, tama na. baka mademanda. hehe.